The Feeling of Falling

by Guy Capecelatro III

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1.
Be Seen 03:24
Be Seen Show me show me all of you show me everything I can see some daylight through translucent skin And I smell the memory oozing through your pores Let loose the waterfall I’ve been way too dry Everyone is wondering no one’s asking why Show me to your sinking ship I will climb aboard Take me to the carnival raging in your brain Disseminate the parts of you that shouldn’t be contained Speak to me in riddles I’ll know what they mean Shock me with your secrets expose them to the air Lay it out like carpeting nothing can compare I want to see you and I just wanna be seen
2.
River on Fire I can barely remember or I guess it’s selective It’s like I’m watching a movie from someone else’s perspective I’m fairly certain there was gas in that river The colors were swirling I could hear distant whispers Stars like you read about the talking got louder I started to panic and climbed up that water tower I never notice the good things Only focus when I’m fucked Light always blinds me Then it gets snuffed And I’m shit out of luck The feeling of falling I reached for the chains Was that river on fire I’m remembering some flames My face flushed with anger flat on my back I watched it all shifting vibrate then refract I heard all the stories they were so inconsistent There is peace in not knowing some quiet in the distance I never notice the good things Only focus when I’m fucked Light always blinds me Then it gets snuffed And I’m shit out of luck
3.
Come Clean 03:00
Come Clean Did you run away or were you chased Were there vampires in that place I see your hands and how they shake Those darting eyes you’re afraid Does this history the space between Define your whole reality Can you see a path some belief A way you won’t have to leave Your friends can see right through Everything you do So please come clean with me Did your family stay and bear the pain And the zombies ruled the parade Now you’re jittery the guilt remains You’re floundering once again The things you’ve seen this old disease Informs everyone that you meet You shape your fate you can’t conceive The outcome of your family Your friends can see right through Everything you do So please come clean with me
4.
Song for Anna I don’t know what to say I know you lost someone today And the world is gonna get real strange Wish I had the words to make things less absurd It’s a nightmare and it only gets worse Sorry for the moments when you wake And think that everything is still okay Sorry I can’t lessen the way the world will worsen I know what it means to lose your person There’s nothing so surreal as how you’ll always feel And the hollow that’s never quite concealed Anna in the evenings alone with your feelings Try not to float away staring at the ceiling Sorry for the moments when you wake And think that everything is still okay Sorry I can’t lessen the way the world will worsen I know what it means to lose your person I know that Noah will hold those memories Somehow it softens by degrees Listen for the quiet learn to ask for help Anna go easy on yourself
5.
You Call This Falling I am listing like a broken drunken boat Listening to your anecdotes Trying to fend off your gaze Admiring your clever clichés You call this falling in love We both know I’ll never be enough My cold shoulder holds some comfort When it’s over I’m numb and hurt The way lust feels warm and slippery These regrets all dry and blistery You call this falling in love We both know I’ll never be enough It feels like there’s a squirrel scratching at my insides And this longing and all that it describes Someone took my heart wrapped it in a wool coat I’m an uninhabitable host Take my hand as it grows colder If you can start my motor Check my pulse I feel so depleted Could it be true that I died when she did You call this falling in love We both know I’ll never be enough Always around and never enough
6.
Unseen Forces He smells of gasoline and says he might combust She jokes she’ll bring the marshmallows but Annie’s not that tough Laying in the back seat trying to get some rest He sees the glowing red from her cigarette And they’re both late for work Ben’ll be pissed for sure Ellis takes his shirt off squeezes side by side Annie lays there limply pretending that she’s died Why don’t we get out of here he says and takes a drag You know we won’t reach Arkansas with what we have Besides I’ve got my mom we can’t bring her along These towns are all the same I don’t know why we stay Even your sick mother constantly complains Let’s sell the house and then we’ll get her in a home She doesn’t know you now she’s better off alone Something in his voice Annie just can’t place She knows that he’s not satisfied with this life they’ve made She sighs and sits up his heavy head in her lap Ellis love I’m sorry I just can’t go back Annie I’m just talking here I wouldn’t disappear Remember at that Christmas party when I first showed up I saw you in the entranceway with mistletoe above Swear I could have kissed you that day that we first met But I got drunk and went right home played the fool instead Ellis puts his shirt on seeming so withdrawn Guess we best get moving or else he’ll can my ass Annie nods and combs his hair thinking about past Feels like there’s some unseen force pushing her toward a cliff Annie slides into the car kisses his clenched fist

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This album was written by Guy Capecelatro III with production, arrangements, mastering and instrumentation and vocals by Chris Decato. Additional vocals by Jordan Holtz, Jessica Hesse, Jocelyn Mackenzie and Mara Flynn.

Cover painting by Sam Buck Rosen.

Dedicated to Dave Noyes.

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released October 31, 2019

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