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Ellen Taylor-Oceanic
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Room 16, Oceanic Hotel, Star Island
Last night my grandmother came to me
seated by the shore, in white pinafore,
in the bloom of youth where people say
she looks just like me, or I like her:
“Irish Mary” – hair like a filly’s
unruly tail, wide teeth and dark eyes.
She asked, “What are you doing now?”
I woke with a start, her scent near me
as the sun brushed the morning sky with light.
White Island light winked, as the Minot
lighthouse blinked three times on each turn
in my childhood room in my grandmother’s
Scituate house: I Love You, the light
was said, to say, and we loved it back.
-Ellen Taylor
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“From the Porch of the Oceanic Hotel, 2003,” from Portsmouth and Star Island Poems, John-Michael Albert (Portsmouth NH: Marble Kite Press, 2016, p. 69)
From the porch, I know what flat is.
I was on the Thomas Laighton for over an hour,
half of it from the Portsmouth docks to the mouth of the Piscataqua,
half on the open Gulf of Maine,
a straight line from Fort McClary on Kittery Point
to the White Island Lighthouse,
beacon to the endangered common terns.
Star Island, six miles from Rye Beach,
from North Hampton. On land I cannot see
that far—the distance from my home in Dover
to my work in Durham—but at sea,
I can scan 100 miles of choppy blue
from Cape Ann MA to Cape Elizabeth ME:
trees, beaches, towns, the sea-foam green arch
of Portsmouth’s I-95 bridge,
even the flat-top of Mount Agamenticus;
and scattered lobstermen and spinnakers
bob and billow in between.
All so close, I could touch them.
All so far away, the don’t make a sound.
“On the Isles of Shoals, for Tom Daley, Writers in the Round Poetry Facilitator, 2006,” from Portsmouth and Star Island Poems, John-Michael Albert (Portsmouth NH: Marble Kite Press, 2016, p. 78)
All day the breakwater stood sentinel
between the hotel and the Maine Gulf waves.
All day I sat in my rocker: reading,
listening to the waves pound time for the swallows.
But dark has come, Haley’s igneous bridge
Has dissolved with the last light, and the sound
of waves has rushed the porch, my feet, my chair,
and has left me dark-deaf to all but its roar.
All day the bullies shoved these nine sisters;
but now, the isles relent and carry me, slowly,
across the star-pocked sky with this full moon,
these sleeping terns, these bobbing Gosport yachts.
-John Michael Albert
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Lesley Kimball-Robert
01:01
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ROBERT
For Robert Dunn, Portsmouth Poet Laureate
The tide turns on its hinges
and you left me that way,
looked back over your shoulder,
your mouth in shadow.
I walk from the North Church
up Bow and down to the park
where all the tides line up waiting
for their cues, and I wait.
I dreamed I went to an exhibit
in the place most dead
and alive in our brick city.
In a painting of the Isles of Shoals
there you were, walking between them.
Your ashes, scattered between Star Island
and Appledore were every color –
mixed with word bones, pennies,
cigarette butts, and string. Feather-
spines and shell hinges litter the paths
I follow you down. What else
have you left for me? What else?
© Lesley Kimball, 2016
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This Doesn’t Leave Here
for Mimi White
Though I confess I’ve grasped
little of the sun and its input—
the island’s endless stare and the lull
between the lace and singed sill—
one could’ve guessed by the gull’s risen bill
and the last of the lilies holding still for us
that nothing leaves here in focus, singled out.
For most is lost to us, even uncertainty, blame
and one can only assume that the moth’s wing
is silt to the touch, that the plum is past sweet
and does well just to gasp and then take from
the moment only that which is light incensed, heat.
And though having noticed the sea and having
said glass I cannot help but worship my part in it
how is it I cannot wait to lower myself again
towards the grass as if it whispered my name,
leaving me, not to what the world, thought of as light
but the flame, word has it, had led me to believe.
sea is vying for sky
sky is vying for sea
I’ve been eying you, love
& you’ve been eying me
o what un-get-at-ability!
night’s buying into day’s light
day’s buying into night’s mysteries
all that white prior to white, love
what are the stars trying to decree
o what un-get-at-ability!
don’t forget to duck down
when coming in from outside
smutty nose bills with moonflowers
smuttier lungs fill with their tides
cedar tree’s sighing over the wind
wind’s sighing over the cedar trees
from where I’m lying I see that I end up
where we are beginning to be
o what un-get-at-ability
o Celia you’re breaking my heart
you’re shaking my confidence daily
o Celia I’m down on my knees
I’m begging you please
to come home
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Bob Moore-Boundaries
04:29
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White Sails
Billowed white sails drift across the surface
atop dark blue water on a summer breeze,
boats nudged through ripples on zephyrs.
The horizon dotted with white triangles
passively flow on wind and tide.
From the shore, a single gull watches
his outlined shadow on a square-ish rock
set almost like a monument against
a vast field of gray-brown pebbles,
his feathers ruffle in the wind.
The rock I choose is misshapen,
conformed like a shore line chair
where others have been seated
watching white sails in motion beyond,
hoping for a windy reprieve.
Julie A. Dickson 2014 Star Island
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Now is Past
Off to the Isles of Shoals so close
To our coast, but far in the past.
Calmness and motions aligned with
A current of rugged fixed rockscape.
The world ebbs here, to return to
The magic that flows form the Shoals.
Our need to feel the presence of place
Our forebearers knew was unique.
We are yielded by earth to nature,
Consumed, at last, to her bones.
We grow, conceive, love and believe
A small part of all she has known.
Palette
Azure, sky-blue, just over the horizon,
Mauve glitters on a far strip of sea,
Dark olive rockweed shows at half tide,
Roses blush, magenta and white,
Thick creamy yarrow with fern green leaf,
Grey spots on a yellow moth’s back,
Silvers and blacks of the birds and the rock,
Gulls gold beaks with a blood red dot,
Pulsing orange lilies, sunny bindweed,
Scarlet berries, auburn hips of rose,
Restless water blues, startled marine teals,
At sunset, the deep purple stage drape
Across hot-pink flames of receding day.
The shock of crimson canopy.
-Erine Leigh
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In Space
Waiting by your bed but you’re not here
I can’t believe it’s been a year
If I had a phone I’d hope that phone would ring
But I came back here to nothing
Seems half my life I’ve been in space
I can’t remember what your face looks like
I look out in the backyard I look into the woods
It’s not looking good
Nothing seems familiar when I look around your room
Everything is colored by the moon
Seems half my life I’ve been in space
I can’t remember what your face looks like
If I were a satellite nestled with the stars
I could see exactly where you are
And if you were below staring up in space
I could take a picture of your face
-Guy Capecelatro III
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Tom Daley-The Cold Front
02:16
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The Cold Front
by Tom Daley
A thunderhead hauls air from behind Portsmouth to our north off the back of an enormous weather. Across the Gulf of Maine, the cold front collides with the high haze. You have landed on this island fullof candle stubs and decommissioned depth charges, stately, locked against infatuation. I watch you stride off the boat, tall, broad-shouldered, your moustache and goatee prickling against the narcotic effect of your luminous eyes. When I walk into the stone house you are ensconced in a wing chair, attending to some casual trouble at the foot of your griefs. I practice your name and feel the bitter potency of your locked-down turbulence. Your irises freckle with dust motes. The colored particles whirl with slow motion across sunbeams that beg their way through filthy glass. We share that awkward telepathy of two players in a pantomime who have forgotten their cues.
Later, you sit in during the class. You are the only one who can explain the difference between a heart attack and Russian roulette. In your own class, you offer the biography of phrases such as “suit of light” with which you stun my attention. When you sing, you shuffle your words into muffled queues, race between ache and shoofly shy. Your voice startles your high notes and chills them into whispers. The hair on my fingers stands on end from start to finish. I bless this cold front for it has doused the electricity that kept my inner ear vibrating to you without respite or shock.
first published in Ponder Review
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Song to the Sea – a poem by Rosemary Staples, music by Cynthia Chatis
Waves reach out
Their white gloved hands
To stroke the sandy shore
Waves breathe in
Exhale the dawn
As speckled white birds soar
(Chorus) Angry or calm, its beauty a reminder, everyday a song, a prayer to be kinder
Waves of sea
And sky collide
Motion stirs emotion
Waves release
A veil of salty tears
Dewdrops of the ocean
(Chorus)
Waves of starlight
Ignite and dance
Rejoice with creation
Waves peak
Violin winds bow
(Guy: I left the following line out, purposely…artistic license 😉)
Air soft as lotion
(Chorus)
Waves flowing
Like time and tide
As music rolls and folds
Waves announce there is no end to what the ocean holds
Waves announce there is no end…
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The Sun is Always Shining
The sun is always shining, saying just try to be unhappy
like how it once talked to Frank O’Hara on Fire Island, who also wrote
about the sun but he wrote about everything—
love and movies, art and parties—
and I like writing about death
so I’m trying to be weepy, somber, even petulant would do
but the sun, stupid-ass sun, keeps shining
and I’m happy, so happy I force myself to remember
how once I got sunburned, second-degree sunburn—
I was 13, at the beach with family—
how could they have not told me I needed sunscreen?
I try to get angry at my parents, or sad—
they’re both dead now—
but the sun, damn sun, reminds me how I peeled twice
and as my skin came off in big blank pages
I thought of the awful names kids called me—
Pollock and fat ass—
and how I wished those days could go away
so I rolled up the names into little skin balls,
flicked them into room corners
out car windows, between my mean brother’s sheets
and guess what?
The sun, that great forgiver, giant blinding prayer,
made me pure again.
Love Poem with Questions
I don’t know what’s making the waves crash way off
this New England coast, a strange confluence of tides
or small island wannabe hiding just under
the water’s surface. That’s probably
the answer, but knowing won’t make me stop asking
which annoys my husband whose favorite G-rated
question is bacon or sausage? Favorite answer
both please, which is one of the many reasons
I love him, this belief in possibility, forever optimism
even though he hates all the questions I ask
just to ask questions. Why do haircuts never go on sale?
Do sunburned tattoos peel in color?
Would you still love me if I were a paraplegic?
Once, being rhetorical, philosophical
as a room full of skinny 20-year olds
in vintage-inspired glasses
I asked, What is there in life besides longing?
He said, What kind of question is that?
which is a pretty good answer.
-Nancy Krygowski
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Three Epitaphs from Caswell Cemetery music by Chris Coté
Lydia L. Stevens (1823-1850)
The tear of affection can ne’er call her back
The fond heart’s dejection, its yearning may lack She sleeps her last sleep, but our loss is her gain Then friends do not weep for she riseth again
William Caswell (1794-1836)
Death is a debt to nature due
I’ve paid the debt and so must you
John Caswell (1765-1825)
The voice of our beloved friend
Is wholly lost in death
But still his dust and ashes speak My friends, prepare for death
He’s left this world, his toils are o’er, Free from all sorrow, grief and pain To us he will return no more,
But we shall meet with him again
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Mimi White-Barcelona
00:37
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April 17/18, 2022
Barcelona, Spain
I walked toward the light.
Too early to sleep I wandered past graffiti covered walls,
Past a woman hanging thin white blouses over the railing.
She hand-fed beans to her parrot.
The shells so light they floated away.
She shaped her day hanging laundry
The way people living alone do.
I had no idea I was headed toward the sea
But I knew I needed light.
-Mimi White
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Mara Flynn-Empty
03:30
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Gregg Porter-Not Today
02:22
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Star Island Sunrise
In skirts of burnt sienna
and blush pink, terracotta
and candlelight she comes:
breakers plume rocks,
clouds bask in the hues
of the horizon, shifting
from pewter to rose gold;
even the gulls gentle
their rust-hinged tune.
And then we feel it,
the heaviness of light
lifting us up-
-Lauren WB Vermette
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Blessings from a Garden Island
The spirit of the poetess
From the Isles blesses us
The writers and the painters
Future forms of her past friends
She walks with us at eagle point
Whispering into our ears
While sitting silent by the water
Waiting for words to appear
She has followed Marianna
She has fell into her rhythm
Finding herself in her past homes
Carving a life from clay and stone
Watching us walk on harbors cobbled
Stones, hundreds of years have past
Thousands of her kindred spirits
How many more has Portsmouth left?
How many more left to remember
Her soft words on pages placed
She walks along a garden isle
For centuries the artist waits
For centuries the artist stands
On isle, inland, on the page
For centuries she has become
A lighthouse guiding to this place
(Celia thaxter
What a babe
Celia thaxter
We’ll wait with you some day)
Jonathan Frazer Lessard 2/1/23 9:48
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On Appledore Island
Poet to Poet
The island bookstore displays her poems,
letters, stories – Celia Thaxter, 1894.
Amid reconstructed gardens of dahlias,
hollyhock, cosmos, we walk hand in hand—
me in zip-off pants, she in petti-coated skirts.
As Celia offers a taste of island life,
herring gulls guard chicks, scold interlopers,
waves spray granite ledges.
Tides meter ebb and flow of eons and foghorns,
sounding for years, punctuate cool night air.
Struggling to craft a poem, scribbling free verse
to a new age, I hear sisterly suggestions
for rhythm and rhyme. Our footsteps fade
into a future that came and went.
Star Island—Off the Coast
Come with me now to a magical place
where water laps slippery rocks, its spray
tossed like gems in sunlight,
where gulls drift on thermals and caw in delight,
where porch rockers creak in the wind
to staccato rhythms and poetry births itself.
Follow me, like Alice, to a place where cottages
link together along a thin boardwalk, lead
to an artist’s barn of cedar shakes and a pond
where sandpipers bob to their own reflections.
Enter this place where an old turnstile leads
through low-hanging shrubbery to gravestones
and granite monuments that share secrets.
You’ll hear the wail of a foghorn wending its way
through notes of jazz and music of a six-string quartet,
watch the canvas of moored sailboats flutter
like lacy sheers in an open window,
breathe in a palette of color—goldenrod spikes,
purple aster stars and blousy reds of rosa rugosa,
Its sweetness scenting memory.
Sunsets? Yes, sunsets too hover over open seas,
backlight an old lighthouse with history walking its ramp.
Year after year, the island will stitch your life together,
leave memories like a string of beads draped
lightly in your palm.
Here, you’ll sense your place in the choir—
You will come back. You will come back,
poised on the tip of your tongue.
-Barbara Bald
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Star Island sounds
01:06
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Annie Bacon-Star Island
02:28
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Meg Kearney-Owl
01:18
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Owl
She birthed you, but she is so
unknowable.
Is that the word? Try,
nocturnal. Each night
she glides on wings silent
as a vole quivering
under snow. Perched on your
bedroom sill she watches
you dream-twitch, then spins
her head to spy the snow-
mound ripple—sugary in moonlight—
as the vole tunnels past pines.
She lifts off, silent still, and you—
daughter of hurt and squeal—
are awake. When you sigh,
your heart-shaped face
aches. Is that the word? Try,
breaks, knowing when she dies
you’ll inherit all she’s swallowed
whole yet had to leave behind.
-Meg Kearney
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Stars Fly in Overnight
this spring, land before this island opens
for tourist season. We birders huddle
in sleeping bags, in a cold water flat, emerge
to fog thicker than mother’s pea soup.
Wrapped in blankets, we sip coffee
beside our bird master, waiting.
When the fog lifts, we see
what he sees through his bionic eye.
His parabolic reflector tells him
just what birds flew in overnight—
northern parula Carolina wren
black-throated blue warbler
More than twenty warblers, plus
scores of other birds on their way
to summer breeding grounds, some as far
as Canada.
Like an English pointer, he shows us
where to look, to see what he sees,
hear what he hears.
Our senses fully alive to the day: salt air,
sun brightening--brain saturated
with ruby-crowned kinglet, redstart,
Northern waterthrush.
Following him to cliffs alive with surf,
we search for oystercatcher, glimpse
spotted sandpiper, black guillemot,
ring-billed gull, collapse
on the cliffs, stare at the sky.
A merlin circles Hotel Oceana,
sitting on
its forty-six-acre pile of rock.
* * *
It was a seven-mile crossing from the mainland.
We are owned by its little stars.
-Beth Hyde Fox
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Star Gazing
If we watched stars
the way they watch us
I guess they’d see
us explode…eclipse,
expand and contract
at the pull of a trigger.
The dilation of our eyes
would wax and wane as
we plunged head-long through galaxies,
passing at light speed without understanding –
suddenly we turn around to face the sun.
Pen Click Poets ,/ 2016
Lauren W.B. Vermette ~ Rosemary Staples ~ Julie A. Dickson
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9/9/22
5:20 PM
THE CHAPEL
I find the path
That leads me here
I off my cap and mask to breath
Alone within these warm stone walls
I sit myself to look within
I hear voices
Too close and loud
To bless this humble chamber
Distracting me from finding peace
Two fingers snuffs an ember
It seems the wired spider’s web
Can reach out past the sea
The voices fade
The ocean sounds
And glowing forth resumes in me
-Jonathan Frazer Lessard
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Carol Bachofner-Polaris
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Polaris
On our January porch, hands
open to starshine, we are pierced
by Polaris. It's a stigmata I feel
as my right palm presses
your right palm, fingers laced.
It's a burning, a covenant. Later
in our bedroom, some shine
on your shoulder where I touch
as you drift into your own night
sky. We have been pierced
by star points, filled with light.
We sail on it, I your compass, true
North, and you my lantern
and flame, tower and beam.
-Carol Bachofner
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Marie Harris-Sun Setting
00:24
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Ineffable
M. Bryant. Star poem 3-19-23pdf
There is a word for that: the poet sighs
and snow mounds hiding earth and life.
Sound is gone and seemingly asleep
while winter’s down shroud tugs the tree
beneath: There is a word for that
ever in the quiet, thick and sweet
not mellifluous or tart, dark, damp,
or deep the Muse retires
failing to divulge: the word for that.
Poet searches sky, the heart, a rhyme,.
What is the word that muted Muses hide
in frozen coffers locked to keenest minds?
Could melting in submission be a key?
So loud the voices swelling without note—
is a word for that buried in the drifts
as crystals pirouette in lateral lines
converging to adhere to window panes
dancing snow flakes honor silent chant.
There is a word for that:
Oh poet bow!
Let creation strike you dumb!
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40. |
Paul Hostovsky-Writer
00:34
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Writer
I carry a pen
in my shirtpocket
mostly it’s just
a pen in a shirtpocket
but once in a while
it leaks through
and makes an indelible
mark over my heart
and when that happens
people are moved
to put their hands
over their own hearts
-Paul Hostovsky
and exclaim that my pen
actually had them believing
if only for a moment
that it was a matter
of life and death
-Paul Hostovsky
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Chris Greiner-Honey
03:24
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Adam Shlager-Blue Eyes
00:38
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blue eyes
I want to know
if your favorite color
is blue
does it tease the back
of your throat when
you taste it?
I once smelled blue
a fall harvest
farm sweat and combines
and how do you feel about
yellow? Is it raucous
and laughing?
I heard yellow once
it was the chiming of crystal
bells rung with palsy
I only know these colors
these two will do
because now these colors
you see, these
colors lead me
to you
-Adam Shlager
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Star Island, September Morning - Maren C. Tirabassi
Dawn rises on East Rock
in pearls, pinks, and golds
with hints of grey,
and we stand, with the far-sightedness
of September on an island –
the autumn wisdom
that makes and wakes and breaks
every day so precious.
Then we turn to the west,
where against the dark clouds
that trailed fifteen-minutes of rain
in their swift mainland flight,
a full rainbow
arcs above the old Gosport church,
some stones around faith
that have stood a long time.
In the grass circle made by
Vaughan cottage, Parker,
the old parsonage,
there’s a red-checked tablecloth
crumpled on the ground,
and spilled clams and broken shells,
left when someone ducked inside
from last night's downpour.
Now, in tank tops, pajama bottoms,
rain hats, and digital cameras,
the sky sees us,
dressed in our enduring and
our hastening on,
reflecting colors of our two horizons,
but even if it were all fog
and my feet hurt,
cut by shells of all my past days
pried open and eaten too quickly,
I’d reach out for the ring of it,
this every-time-is-now ... on Star Island.
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The Sea Will Call
R- Sons of the fathers, taken to sea
Though some will follow, landlubbers will flee
A fisherman’s life is not meant for all
But for the true sailor, the sea - she will call
Wayfarers’ voices adrift on the waves
As darkness is falling, they cannot be saved
Scurry on ship deck, pull ropes, secure boom
The fishin’s been hearty; it makes the gulls croon.
R
By day the fishermen cast out their lines
when night approaches, they shan’t be entwined
at sea in night shadows, men have been lost
Rocky coast beckons, on reef they’d be tossed
R
Holds over-heavy, fish laden their hull
Hands waved in presence of lone eager gull
Bountiful take from the cold azure sea
Sky streaked in ruby as night makes its plea
R
Homeward the sailors to pub and cold ale
Drink up tonight lads, tomorrow we sail!
Fish market booming with catch of the day
Celebrate full nets of fish - fiddler’s sway
R
Tune of the ocean, the tide’s jaunty dance
On the sea’s bounty, they all take a chance
Families depending on weathered da’s face
Love of the salt air, they just can’t erase
R Sons of the fathers, taken to sea
Though some will follow, landlubbers will flee
A fisherman’s life is not meant for all
But for the true sailor, the sea - she will call
Repeat R
Lyrics- Julie A. Dickson
Music- Dan Miner
Star Island 2014
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47. |
Belinda Braley-November
00:46
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NOVEMBER
The turtles stop crossing the yard.
The air does not vibrate
with dragonflies or bees.
The wheelbarrow, rusted and empty,
retreats to the shed unneeded.
The garden folds its dead
into turned soil
while dried leaves
tuck up under the chins of the roses.
Some herbs move inside
to winter on windowsills.
Wood stacks to attention
ready for the coldest night.
A mouse builds a rental
in the chicken coop.
We let it stay.
Not all things leave on schedule.
On the anniversary,
I visit you under grey stone,
and bring nothing, say nothing,
think that next time I will plant bulbs.
-Belinda Braley
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48. |
Jon Ekstrom-Bird
00:54
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The Ballad of Louis Wagner (words & music John Perrault)
The fog peers in the windows, passes ‘neath the lamps, settles in the doorways, huddles from the damp—
slips inside the houses, rooms, the sleeper’s bed and dreams, rolls him over, turns him out, into the shrouded street.
Dreamer, listen to the river, rubbing at the docks,
through the smokey loneliness on Ceres Street we’ll walk— there’s someone waiting for us, where the tugs are tied,
his name is Louis Wagner, and he’s waiting there tonight.
Over there by the warehouse—a shadow like a stain,
a man—and around his neck, look! A silver chain.
He’s pointing at us, fingered us, it’s Wagner’s laugh alright— shh...he’s about to speak. God, look at his eyes.
~
“A night like this, just like this, in March and it was cold,
John Hontvert and Ivan Christensen had some in from the Shoals,
to sell their catch and buy some bait and pour themselves some rounds, oh those crazy fools had left their wives on the Isles of Shoals alone.
“And they wanted me to join them, to go out baiting trawls,
but in my mind flashed silver there had been some talk about, last summer out on Smutty Nose, and I was Ivan’s guest—
I heard him whisper to his wife Let’s hide the silver in the chest.
"So I left them in the alehouse, pulled by an undertow,
I grabbed my hatchet, shoved the dory out, and I set my back to row, I rowed that dory through the night twelve miles out to sea—
twelve miles out and twelve miles back, it seemed eternity.
“I see the trees on Gerrish Island, looming from the shore,
the swell is building under me and I’m digging in the oars,
and a sickle moon comes cutting cross my shoulder from the east, colder than the hatchet blade lying at my feet.
"It’s all darkness over Appledore, darkness over Star,
darkness over Smuttynose, pounding in the heart—
and those women out their waiting—Anethe—Anethe and Marie— and Karen, Ivan’s sister, she was so good to me.
“Lunging Island to my left, Malaga to my right,
Smuttynose lies dead ahead I can just make out the light—
and the rhythm of my rowing, it’s coming faster now,
the Half-Way Rocks just off the stern and death just off the bow!”
Louis, Louis Wagner, rowing through the night, Louis, Louis Wagner, the noose will fit you tight— silver chain around your neck, silver in your eyes, silver in your Judas soul that never never dies.
“The wind now whipping from the west and the swell will not be tamed, the ocean building to a roar and the mind will not be changed—
this boat will have its landing, this sea will have its flood,
these hands will have their silver, and the devil will have his blood.
“One lamp in the window, a beacon ‘cross the ice, safe harbor for the weary, sake keeping for the night— comfort for the sailor, wrecked upon the sea,
terror for those gentle folk who once befriended me.
“I’m gliding into Haley’s cove and there’s not a soul in sight,
I grab the hatchet, climb the bluff, heading for the light—
the snow is sucking at my boots, the ice gnawing my hands,
but the blood is boiling in my veins, the blood—do you understand?
“I smash into the cottage, my hatchet swinging wild, Anethe leaps up from sleeping, her eyes are like a child— She screams God—John—God—running from the room, I grab her in the doorway, the axe glints in the moon!
“Fire racing through my brain, explosions in my eyes!
Anethe lying on the floor, and Karen screaming Why?
The axe, the blood, the sky, the moon, the pounding of the sea— the howling of the crazy wind... The wind—or was it me?”
Louis, Louis Wagner, raging in the night,
Louis, Louis Wagner, the noose will fit you tight— silver chain around your neck, silver in your eyes, silver in your Judas soul that never never dies.
“Anethe, Anethe Christensen, her lovely golden hair,
all smeared with blood, all splashed with blood, oh god it was everywhere... and Karen, gentle Karen, she just wanted to be my friend,
she made me well when I was ill—her blood is on these hands.
“Marie? Marie she got away, she ran barefoot through the snow,
I followed her tracks through the craggy rocks but the moon was falling low— I couldn’t find her anywhere, and I went back for what I came,
but in the chest I only found this piece of a silver chain.
“Oh this icy piece of a silver chain, and there was nothing more,
I threw the chest against the wall and I smashed the bed room door— I ripped apart the still warm beds, I tore up every shelf,
I cursed the very universe... and then I cursed myself.
“I stumbled back down to the dory, and I flung the hatchet in,
I shoved off for the mainland, fighting time and wind—
the dawn was breaking bloody red when I rowed into Rye,
I threw myself down on the beach and I hung my head and cried.
“I made it to the train to Boston, but nothing was the same, and every woman on that coach kept whispering their names: Anethe... Anethe and Karen—they were with me all the while, then they took me back to Kittery and I had to stand my trial.
“The judge was steaming on the bench, and the jury numbered twelve, and a thousand eyes inside that room condemned my soul to hell—
I was seated in the dock, Marie was on the stand,
and right behind me, I couldn’t look, were the eyes of John and Ivan.
“The judge looked toward the doorway, and the jury disappeared,
and a hush rolled through that courtroom like a fog across a pier—
then the judge he banged his gavel, and the jury took their seats,
and the foreman stood and he pointed at me and said: Guilty in the first degree.
“Oh the sun had not yet risen, there was a moon still in the sky,
they took me from the prison with the sleep still in my eyes—
and the moonlight on the gallows made that noose like a silver chain, and as I fell, I heard Karen pleading: Louis, won’t you be my friend?”
Louis, Louis Wagner, hanging in the night,
Louis, Louis Wagner, the noose now fits you tight— silver chain around your neck, silver in your eyes, silver in your Judas soul that never never dies.
~
Well Karen’s question gets no answer, for the wind’s beginning to rise, and the fog’s rolling out with the river, look at the run of the tide— and now a moon, a sickle moon, is rising just off shore,
and out beyond the tugboats, listen—you can hear the dip of his oars.
Dreamer in March at Portsmouth Harbor, when the night puts on her mask, and the fog prowls the dripping street you might hear a stranger laugh— you might feel a bloody finger, jabbing your moral soul,
for Louis Wagner is bound to relive what happened on the Isles of Shoals.
—John Perrault Rockweed/Music/ASCAP
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